the fact that i can't do what i want to is deeply pissing me off
like this fuckshitted internship
i'm so unsatisfied i even piss myself off!) desperatly trying to calm down BUT I JUST CAN'T
well i can for some time but then it will get back to me
i just ugh everybody who knows me knows i hate "the system"
just the fact of its exsistance and the fact that it is THAT perverted and wrong is making me crazy
AND i know i'm wrong for being angry about it, but for now i just can't help myself
i'm preparing to be poor and view as a "loser" and maybe weirdo haha but NAH this shit-life thing just won't happen
i'd better be poor but trying to figure it out than work for money and do "what i have to do"
FUCK THAT
FUCK YOU ALL
stupid fucks
it also might be that i'm just tired
lol