joy

i think life can be nice. it can be just right, you know
because we all know that life is a crazy bitch trying to blow your mind and rip your heart apart but actually it can just be nice and wonderful
and key word - right
you know, when you just enjoy it. and you're greatful to it.
it's nice to say sometimes: "life, you are wonderful. thank you"
early mornings with soft tender sunlight, fresh sleepy air, good black coffee - it aint sin and still is amazing
and then doing some human-ish stuff. and enjoying your life choices-like doing graphic design and being passionate about avant-garde, geometrical forms, psychedelic music, unconsiousness etc whatever it is - i'm just so excited about it. about the fact that it all exsists and is so interesting to try to understand
to try to understand yourself trough it
and then ofcourse - other people. friendship. romance.
love (any kind/human)
humor thing! when it's just HILARIOUS and you are laughing very hard and always share it with someone
or when you did your best, worked hard and was really exausted in the end and then BAM! success (it can be a good grade - doesn't matter). and you are feeling proud of yourself. beсause you know for a fact that you deserve it.
or making yourself a present. like a dusty vinyl with your favorite music on it.
or watching youtube videoblogs at 5am in the morning.
sometimes it is that simple.

life is fair. it knows better than you what you deserve.