current mental status: never felt lighter
like i'm ok but my soul isn't
i really believe in all this shit but my mind can't handle it
it's too much, it's too serious. it's a huge responsability and
i'm just a child
it's like my soul is old and it knows but i myself am not prepared
i'm not here, i feel so lonely and scared
because nothing of all this earth things matters
life love and death
i am deeply sad
the worst is that tomorrow i will smile
i will always smile and talk and laugh and get drunk
but inside
i am always sad