i like myself when i'm depressed. or okay, sad.
it's like i finally keep my shit together and everything seems pure and clear.
i would love being depressed all the time then ^^
fuck the feeling of satisfaction, it never puches me further
mmm i missed feeling my inside guts
just LOVE IT! ^^
is it weird that i feel happy being all sad and like closed inside?
i will spam now some t&s sad/gore/guts'n'blood stuff
k, sara, bring your deepest shit, i'm in a condition to get it haha