joy

чё ж так тяжело-то, а..
атака со всех сторон
you re like
whaaaa?
where is mommy??
and then you re like
shit
i'm 20
i'm adult
grown fucking up
alone
faced to plenty of problems. they re everywhere around you. biting
and it's getting worse everyday
and you call your parents and say: yeeesss, everything's just great!so fucking good in here! and everywhere. and inside - first of all. WOOO!

and after all you love a crazy person
literally crazy.
a freak.
and you;re a freak too.
and the huge distance between you. and another sea of problems.
fears. and complications.

pain pain pain pain pain pain

even your regard is freaky. MAD
oh jesus.............x)

ok.
i'll just resoudre the shit.
1.burn the bank
2. find the apartment
3. love the girl no matter what.
4. study hard

fuck it all
life is life. не меньше. но и не больше.
зато в космосе спокойно ^^