what is it when
you want to spend time with people but at the same time you don't really enjoy being with them, except for one person
and this one person is super annoying but is also necessary, like a part of you, like air
what's my problem? i want to enjoy being with people
i don't find them interesting enough
but it must be my flawed vision
i feel very very lonely
it's painful af
but i don't want to see anyone
i guess that's what it's gonna be like if we break up
why can't we do just everything right